my feelings!!

my feelings are mixed, they are sorta all over the place, i don't know what i should do with my life, i know i need to set some goals for myself && i need to stick to them because i noticed when i don't have goals i don't stick to them nor do i accomplish anything, so i need to create goals for myself and complete them. so that way i might have some type of sensibility of what i wanna do with my life and actually accomplish something.

being a single parent

some times being a single parent aint that easy, but you have to have faith and just let it work its self out, sometimes theres gunna be people in ur life u dont like but u gotta stick threw it, because sooner or later ur gunna give up on that person or that persons gunna leave, like for insitance i dont like my babys daddys fiance, she thinks i am leaving the picture shes sadly mistaken because i am not going no where for the simple fact that she wants to try and take my place and be the mother of my child, but she dont even take care of her own as it is, so she can just stop trying to put herself in the middle of something that dont pertain to her, yea shes his fiance but its none of her buisness what me and my babys daddy talk about, like shes are daughter no theres, i can talk too him if i want too, shes just jealous because i got his first born and she dont, and she gets mad when my babys daddy spends time with our daughter well its our daughter if he wants too spend time with her he can, he dont even spend time with his son, why because he still loves me and he knows it and i know it, and honestly i still care for him, and he knows i will always be here for him rather u or anybody else likes it or not, he knows he can come stay with me if he had too, he knows how i feel towards him, so heres my word of advice too you, DONT PUT UR SELF IN THE MIDDLE OF SOMETHING THAT DONT EVEN PERTAIN TOO YOU!! OH AND SORRY HONEY U WILL NEVER BE HER MOTHER ONLY THE PERSON WHO BIRTHED HER CAN BE HER MOTHER AND THATS MYSELF!! SORRY TO BREAK UR LITTLE THOUGHT OF MAKING MY DAUGHTER APART OF UR SO CALLED HAPPY FAMILY, IT AINT GONNA WORK!! UR NOT A SPECIAL PERSON OR A MOTHER AND IT TAKES BOTH OF THEM TOO BE A GOOD MOTHER, WELL WE ALL KNOW U AINT U TAKE UR KID PLACES LIKE HIS GRANDPARENTS HOUSE LEAVE HIM IN THE HOUSE WITH THEM AND GO OUTSIDE TO BE UP HIS ASS, DID U EVER THINK THAT MAYBE THAT SHIT GETS ANNOYING LIKE FOR REAL FOR REAL!!

BABYS DADDY

BOY ITS FUNNY HOW HE KNOWS HE ALREADY GOT ONE KID, AND WASNT EVEN EXCITED ABOUT HER BUT NOW HIS NASTY FIANCE IS HAVING A BABY, AND HE'S ALL EXCITED ABOUT IT, WOW HE DONT KNOW WHAT HE GOT COMING TOO HIM!! BOY I WOULD LOVE TOO BE A FLY ON THE WALL WHEN HE GETS THE PAPERS THAT HE HAS TOO GO TO CHILD SUPPORT COURT HA HA.....STUPID FOOL CANT KEEP HIS JUNK IN HIS PANTS, IF HE DIDNT HAVE TOO ALWAYS HUMP LIKE A FREAKIN RABBIT HE WOULDNT HAVE TOO KIDS TO SUPPORT, I WANNA KNOW WHY GUYS GET ONE GIRL PREGNANT BUT WASNT EVEN EXCITED THEN GO AND GET THERE FIANCES PREGNANT AND THEN HE'S ALL LIKE IM GONNA BE A DADDY...HELLO THERE BOTH YOUR KIDS YOU MIGHT NOT LIKE ME BUT SHES STILL UR DAUGHTER.....I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW THERE GONNA SUPPORT A KID....